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I remember...
*sitting in the woods at night, talking with Melissa about our(her) problems
*taking my feet off the petals and my hands off the handles as I rode down a hill on my three-wheeler with my eyes closed, and riding into a tree
*being attacked by a dog
*hearing my brother screaming f**k when he was fifteen and telling my parents
*flicking my mummy off and getting in trouble
*my first time at the beach when I was three
*being picked on and called names
*the first time I tried out for cheerleading and Britany tripped on the mats and seriously flew through the air...she didn't make the squad
*competitions with Lindsay in gymnastics to be the best gymnast
*climbing the tree in my backyard and pretending I was a jungle princess...I made some wicked jewelery out of leaves, pine straw, and berries
*trading one of my mummy's original Barbie's for a sock dress for one of Barbie's friends
*passing out
*sitting on dirt waiting for "chicken-chokers" to bite at the sticks
*square dancing being my one worry in life
*the first time I talked to Sam, and how the first time we met he brought me Japanese cookies and ceiling stars (which are hanging from my ceiling as we speak)
*being the different kid on Jamie, Richard, Angela, Bridgette, and Chris's table...oddly enough, I fit right in
*whenn I snuck Sleepy home and my parents had no choice but to keep her...now we can not imagine our lives without her
*Robby's contact falling out and him having to use the light on my camera to find it
*Nick nearly getting raped by a little girl
*The first time Sam and I kissed, his are my favorite kisses ever
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| Just overly stressed |
[03 Aug 2004|10:18am] |
I need to stop thinking, I only confuse myself. I am stressed for stupid reasons, and it's all because of me. I need to call a friend who will understand.
I am in the mood for Perrico's, anyone available to do lunch this week? I still have the park on my mind as well...
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| Random thoughts of a tired mind |
[31 Jul 2004|11:34pm] |
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Had possibly the best day ever yesterday. I don't remember being as happy as I was yesterday. Thank you =). Got registered for college, and got my classes, I am scared. Lori's father died :( so I will go to the funeral tomorrow. My dad is still hating on my hair, and I don't care. If you love me, hug me the next time you see me...
( this will bore the death out of you )
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| I think I want a new lay out. |
[28 Jul 2004|06:24pm] |
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I asked my mum how my new way of styling my hair looked today, and my father made this comment: "Don't get any weirder than you already are"... o.O I am hurt...haha, nah, it was funny though...
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| Someone...please...let me know what is going on |
[26 Jul 2004|08:46pm] |
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Great weekend, great show. Suprising how many people I knew there. I got to see: Jakey, Sam, K-bear, Stephanie, Nick, Jamie L., Codey, Daniel, Billy, April, Zack, Michale, Jason, Drew, Kyle, and Ben. Enjoyed watching Jamie's dancing; was great seeing Nick again; and had a super time hanging with Jakey again (thanks for the flower, though it was forced on you, hah). After show, hung with Jakey, Sam (you are such a sweetie and make me smile lot's, and I'm so glad I got to meet your gal-pals), K-bear, and Stephanie.
Kid-napped Jamie S. today and got some coffee, attempted to call Nick to invite him, then tried to find other people, but just ended up going to BS together and saw Andrew and Zack there. It was crazy seeing Andrew again, he's actually one of the few people from my past that I don't mind seeing.
My kitty cat is sick, and I think the whole family is going into depression about it...hopefully she will be oki, her doctor gave her some medicine today. And my father has surgery tomorrow, so sarcastic yeaey.
I think we're going to the movies Thursday if I can go after work, if anyone wants to go, call or leave a message...
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| Let me kiss you good night... |
[23 Jul 2004|05:36pm] |
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I am home-thank GOD. I enjoy trips, but there is nothing like the comfort of your own home. I was beginning to miss people AND my cat! Hah! Jamie made really great company on the trip (LOVE you! I hope that things are better). Just a few highlights: walking to Club La Vela, Miracle Strip, drunk-man, getting in the ocean for the first time(the water was so clear you could see to the bottom), seeing the pirate ship (oh-so-cute), and winning put-put (loosers never win Jamie, sorry hun). Road The Tower, and when we were at the very top, there was a star right above my head, so I made a wish while I was practially on top of the world...*awwwwwes*, a romantic action, no? Maybe my wish will come true...
Anyways, TGAB show tomorrow, I'll go, esp. since I promised someone :-P. I'll have to figure out who is going with, or who I will be going with.
I'm in the mood for a movie and the park...
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| The unheard noise |
[14 Jul 2004|03:28pm] |
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I was looking forward to finding Harry Potter at the library, so I met Sam there, but apparently the book was out, and that made me sad, but Sam made me happy. He brought me some Asian cookies and some glow stars for my room! Yeaey! He's so peppishly cheerful and cute! Well, we proceeded to the park, then we headed over to the Museum of Art (which I want to visit again). It was really fun, but our time was cut short due to the fact that I have responsibilities as home. Met Jamie (Potter) and Nick at the park, those kids are hysterical! And a lot of the amusement came from this little moronic girl that beat Jamie up and tried to rape Nick, hmmm, glad it wasn't me. The next time that I see Nick, I am going to bring markers so that I can color in his tattoo! Sha! *Nick and Jamie are my heroes*.
Mummy-daughter date at the Galleria tomorrow, then off to yet another lingerie shower (FREE FOOD!). I leave for the beach Sunday, I want to try to get a group together to go to a coffee shoppe and/or run around in the water fountain in Birmingham or at the gardens before I go, call me or leave a message if interrested, hopefully things can be worked out.
Show at Cave 9 July 24, who all's going?
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| Schwing! |
[09 Jul 2004|09:45pm] |
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Eh, everything on my computer has been erased, and I don't feel like downloading the software to put all of the nice pictures on here, so I guess I'll do it some other time. Went to the park with Jared, Ben, Jamie (Potter), and Jamie. It was fun, though I was freaked by the fact that we were walking to the pond and through the woods in pure darkness, but fun. Ben got cat-tails for all of us, and we pulled the fluffy stuff off of them and put it in a pile in the middle of our friendship circle, then we had some nice bonding time which included hugs. Then Ben and Jared chased the demons out of Jamie and Jamie (Potter). Geeze, I love being around them! Though I am not around Jamie (Potter) or Ben often at all, I LOVE it when I am with them. And Jamie and Jared know how I feel about them. I WANT TO SEE RICHARD AND KRYSTAL!!
Tabi and I went in search for the Bare Hands Art Gallery, and though she TOLD me that it was in Southside, she made me follow what was apparently wrong directions, so we ended up lost in Irondale...not my personal pick of a place to get lost at. But we went to a police station to get better directions, and they sent us down the street to some place that ended up being an art place for the mentally diabled. So I was ticked, to say the least, so I just decided to go to Southside and try to find it, and there it was. Geeze, the moral of this story? Please...do not use mapquest.com to get directions...
Jessica (my brother's g/f) is so freaking great! She keeps asking me to go to the city for lunch during the week. And she tells me that I need to hang out with her and my brother (which I wouldn't do that to my brother, hah), and it is really kewl that she is taking the time to get to know me, but I guess she should since they are pretty serious.
Hopefully the show is still on for tomorrow. It better be! Sha! Eh, even if it isn't, I suppose I'll try to find some kids to go see a movie, bowling, or something. Ewe, speaking of, I really need to get to the mall...
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[03 Jul 2004|10:23pm] |
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Well I had a "spiritual" encounter that spanked my fanny and slapped my face last night. I suppose that is what I get for saying that I "need something new." BUT about five minutes before I got in bed, I was watching the tele., and I saw a shadow move across my floor, and it really scared me, so when I got in bed I was all acting like the boogie man was in my room or something, so I jumped into my bed and under the covers, then quickly turned the tele. off and pulled the sheets over me. And I had this really bad feeling, and my tummy started hurting. And quickly after I got in bed, my family got what we will call a "scare", and we got all emotional and started crying b/c we thought something worse had happened than what really did, but we found out that everything was actually pretty much oki, if you can call it that. BUT after the "scare" my mummy went to the bathroom, and I knew that she was crying, so I went in there to console her and she said to me "The weirdest thing happened when I opened the door, I heard MeMe say 'Kevie-doll is okay'". Meme is my grandmother that died a little over a year ago, and "Kevie-doll" is what she called my brother. Then we got all emotional again, and I told my mum about the shadow that I saw in my room, and we got all emotional again. It was just a scarey, emotional, bring-me-back-to-life kind of night. I think this is something that I needed because of several reasons. But this is the second freakishly-spiritual thing that has happened in my life, only the first time included witnessing a man's death and seeing HIS spirit. You can believe or not. It's not like I'd care.
I am erasing a lot of negative things/people from my life. I am putting the memories that I find hard to let go of into a bag, placed in the back corner of my closet, only to be brought out when I have found the strength to let go of them and accept the facts...
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[26 Jun 2004|10:03pm] |
Real quick, opinions on which books I should read: Harry Potter OR Lord of the Rings? Any other book suggestions would be great, but I've been meaning to read those two series.
Very uneventful week that consisted of Gardendale, Bean Scene, a wedding, and moron's yelling "Hey cutie! Why don't you back that thing up? Come here cutie"(ugh, how humiliating ::insert just keep walking and pretend you didn't hear that::) Why can't guys like that just say "Hey, you look beautiful" or "Wow, you have an amazing smile"? THEN I would turn around be all like "hey, well thank you blah blah blah...". Eh, I just wish some guy would be like "hey, can I get your e-mail or phone number or something? Maybe we can hang out some time." But I did have a date last night, with this guy  (great movie, indeed).
Malea's wedding was gorgeous! And so was she. Everything turned out perfectly, and I saw a few people from my past. I got a prettiful corsage b/c I was a server. I got the cut the cake, ohmygoshthatwasfun! Seriously, lol. Afterwards, I went to Wal-Mart to look at video games and see if Jamie (yeaey) was there...but she wasn't (boooo). Then I saw Bill-ay (yeaey) when I was leaving.
Just some shout-outs: The Great American Breakdown has a show at the Gardendale Civic Center on the 10th of July at 6. Everyone needs to go! Bring fi-dolla to get in. The Cure's new albulm comes out this Tuesday...GET...IT! So I guess that means another trip to Wal-Mart and the Bean Scene TuesDay.
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I am going to dedicate this journal posting to anyone who has a rant, problem, confession, random story, or anything else they would like to share. Post ANNONYMOUSLY, just b/c that makes it more fun. Enjoy.
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[19 Jun 2004|09:31pm] |
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Discussion topic: Is it wrong to love life so much that you don't want to die b/c everything would continue without you? I would really enjoy reading opinions on that one.
It's a Saturnight, and I am at home, alone, looking at music/fashion mags, drawing art, and now on the computer, how sad. Nobody loves me enough to ask me to hang out... :-(. Nah, just kidding, everyone is just working, and the one person who did ask me to go thrift storing, I didn't get his message until a little while ago, and it was too late (sorry).
Just for laughs, my mum and I went walking, and this little weenie dog came running up to us barking (and I am petrified of dogs of any kind b/c I was attacked by one once), and I jumped on my mum's back, which was really ridiculous considering it was a tiny dog AND I am taller than my mum, so that just didn't work. I am pitiful...
At this time next month, I will be at the beach, and hopefully Miss Sloan will be there too. I am so ready to sit at the edge of the ocean with my SPF 70 (no tans for me, thank you). Hung out with Jared, Jamie, and Bridgette the other night, my gosh those kids are a hoot! They make loads of loud noise and make me say the "P" word...totally not what you're thinking. Oh yeah, who left their keys in my car?
I don't want to be alone anymore...
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| "Aaarrrgh!" said the girl who wished she was a pirate... |
[12 Jun 2004|10:17pm] |
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Eh, weekend was fun, boring, fun...I'm just having mixed emotions about it, but it is still not over. I have a lingerie shower to attend to tomorrow, so that should be fun. I want a lingerie shower, and recieve all kinds of pretty panties and things-Oki, I am just weird. Anywho. Amber, Andrew, and myself went to Gardendale last night. On the way there, I saw CodAY (yeaey!) on the road, and I didn't know if he was pulling over for me or not, and I just totally passed him, felt bad, but I finally pulled over. As always, it was a pleasure to see him b/c he has the best personality ever. Then Am., An., and I went to the Bean Scene(probably my fourth favorite place to be). Talked about guys, past relationships, and loneliness...it is always fun to talk to gay men about these subjects, by the way, have I mentioned that I LOVE my gay man friends? Well I do! But I established that I want a guy with charm, my opinion of great fashion and hair, hyperactive/funny/fun, and the same musical interests as me-maybe I already knew that but I just didn't know. Anyways, saw Billy there (yeaey!), I thought he disliked me for some reason, but I am guessing he doesn't. Then we went to Wal-Mart and I got my SPIN mag.
In other news, I finally got Modest Mouse's "Good News...", and I got Mars Volta a while back, but I am still enjoying it.
I have a wedding to attend in the next few weeks, and I feel all low-self-esteemish b/c I was supposed to have a date BUT I don't. I know that I could find a friend to go with me, b/c I mean, who doesn't enjoy free food? But I want a date-date b/c I'm always the "weird" girl at these fancy functions, and it would just be nice to have a real date there that is like me.
Anyways, if anyone wants to hang out, feel free to call me 648-8641 . Would love to play video games, get Frappaccino's, or just whatever...
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| The Cure has a new song, everyone should check it out!! |
[07 Jun 2004|12:44pm] |
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I hope that everyone had a loverly weekend. This weekend was the best that I've had in a while. Friday, Michale and I finally talked about things...yeah, his reason was totally different from what I thought it would be, but that's a good thing. I really hope that he and I stay in contact because it would be a shame if we don't. Afterwards, I headed to Gardendale, then Jamie and I met for frappacino's (the Bean Scene is just so unconveniently convenient for me now). That night I had a family dinner, and apparently my aunts noticed that I've gained weight...but they said that it was a "good thing" b/c I don't look unhealthily-scrawny. Maybe I WANT to look scrawny :-P. On Saturday, I worked all day w/o anyone else in my department-that was really nice. Saturday night I want shopping with Jamie, Krystle, and Jared. That was too much fun. Having girl-talk with Jamie is interresting. We went to pick up Richard(he was a little more quiet than I am used to), then we all headed off to the park, where apparently all of the kewl, goth kids like to hang out-I wish I would have known this sooner.
I talked to Jonathan last night, and he already despises his job, and starting cursing for the first time...hah. We'll hang out some time in order to keep his sanity. I miss being with my best friends everyday, but of course a break could be good, too?
Malea's lingerie shower is next Sunday, and her wedding is the next Saturday. I am Xcited about the whole thing, but it just feels a bit weird that one of my friends is getting married already. But I know that they are in love, so they might as well tie the knot. It must be nice to have that feeling and be so sure of it...
I still want to go to the zoo and gardens, I guess I will have to see who is in for going.
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[02 Jun 2004|03:12pm] |
Monday was nice, the family was together, and I got to cook-I seriously need to be a chef, it makes me so happy. Yesterday, hung out with Jay, and we played *NSYNC UNO while we drank coffee...HAHAHA. Anyways, it was nice hanging out with someone new, oh yeah, and Le Tigre is wonderful! My mummy called me "a Ruby Gloom" a couple of days ago, and ironically, in the same day, my father told me that I belonged to the Adam's family, hah, it made me happy. My parents get so fretful when I'm not as chipper as normal, but I can't be peppy all of the time. I am getting my hair done soon, and I am too Xcited about it. I hope everyone will still claim me, even if it does look bad. But it doesn't really matter b/c hair grows out. Oki, I'm done.
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| Sometimes I feel like wrapping myself in black, and getting lost in the darkness... |
[30 May 2004|12:24pm] |
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Uggh. The week has been strange. Things are starting to hit, and I am beginning to realize a lot. I realized that I need more friends...more people to depend on. I focused on the fact that I have a long summer ahead of me, and people usually lose contact during that time, and especially now that I am graduated. I feel like I am losing all the people that I enjoy being with. I feel as though I don't have any one to depend/rely on since school is out and everyone is on vacation, working, having relationships. No one has time any more. I know that it may sound as though I am dependant on the people around me, but I am just one of those people who needs people to love, and to love me. And all of my friends are different, and don't all get along, AND, not a lot of them share some of the more important things in common with me right now. But I DO LOVE my friends right now, and I guess that is all that matters.
Went to Cave9 tonight. What a disappointment. I missed Hey Revolution, and the second band was so disappointing that I just went outside after about 5 minutes, and never went back in. Then a gang of kids called...jiggaloes...sp?...a group of crazed ICP fans basically circled around us and made us very uncomfortable, especially with their disgusting nicotine habbits and sexual gestures. I was seriously afraid that they were going to pull out knives, or violate us or something. But Jakey was there, and everyone that doesn't know him, fears him. I love him. And his lady friend. We went to Al's-very kewl. And I finally got to look over the city and see Vulcan. Very accomplishing if I do say so myself.
Anyone can feel free to call if you want to hang out...
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